Alone during a thunderstorm, perfect, just perfect!!!

Is it true that Africans and African Americans do not like each other? An African from Sudan started working with me today. And it seems as if we had nothing incommon, nothing to tie us together. He seem to be critical about everything we do at work and he seem as if he knows how to change everything to work better.

Why do americans dream so much. We dream of money, we dream of big homes, big cars, and love, deep love. I wonder if us as americans ever really live our lives or if we just float along from street to street, looking at each big home, hoping to live in a house just like that one, but better. Why do we fuck souless people? Because they happen to be there or because it's easier not to do what your heart tells you, but just what the souless fuck tells you to do? Why do Americans dream instead of live. I still blame Mc D's Fries for the fall of society. Before Mc D's became popular, men had to work for a living, men had to get real jobs like coal Mining, and factory working. Now they can flip burgers for 5.25 an hour, the American dream.

I miss her, I realized it when I woke up one morning thinking of her. It's funny, just when you think that you're finally over someone and they say something or do something and that reminds you of the past and it pulled you back in.